Sunday, July 1, 2007

blue

Blue is a pretty color
blue is also what I have been feeling
this last week and weekend, I don't exactly know
why?, Things are better with Mary she is progressing
well day by day, as it should be.

Friday we celebrated my husband Jeff's birthday
quietly as he likes to do, and Saturday we went
for a long drive in the country another thing
Jeff likes to do, then I got a call that my aunt
Theresa(Terry) was diagnosed with Pancreatic
Cancer! I knew for over a year she had been complaining
of pain and not feeling like eating that much but her
Dr.s said it was acid reflux, she was medicated and lived
with the pain and weight loss like I said for over a year
while her Dr. went on vacation she took all her test results
to her Husbands Dr and he did a few more test and called
her in for a biopsy and well now we know the rest.

I spoke with her late Saturday and she is going to beat
this thing. we talked about a great deal of stuff, as a kid
I was never really close to her till a few years ago
I started getting to know my aunts, uncles,cousins, and their families
all over again which has been really great!

so though I am blue I guess it is because I feel
the family circle is being tested once again
I know we will all be there for aunt Theresa no
matter what cause as stated before our family is
a circle of strength and love