Saturday, October 3, 2015

Fly little bird

Today is a happy and sad day for me. My dear co-worker and friend had her last day at work today. Though I know thus was coming I couldn't believe it was actually here. Well today was her last day but I was not there has I had a vacation day but we texted each other .
B. Has been my rock for 9 years and we have shared do much over that time so it's no wonder I'm going to miss her abs Monday when I go to work it's going to be strange not having her there !

I'm am truly happy for her, she and her husband are embarking on a journey and relocating out of ca leaving  both sides of thur family and just being in their own.
I am proud of them taking this leap. We had a wonderful surprise going away dinner for her . I wouldn't really say good bye because I know we will forever be friends and we will visit each other.

I kind of feel like a mama bird ( since I am old enough to be her mom ! ) watching my little bird  take flight and fit free .

Friday, September 18, 2015

Can't believe

I find it hard to believe that it's been way over a year since I blogged. I had ever intention of blooming on a regular basis but I let being busy in daily life take over and perhaps I didn't feel like I had anything really worthy to blog about. 

Nevertheless, I'm going to try and keep blogging by continuing my expressions every now and then 

Friday, August 1, 2014

The Climb

My daughter spread her spread her wings in August to begin having a journey the lyrics to the song the climb really resonated what strength my daughter has I know she will climb the highest mountains in her life and will move many mountains as well 

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
Yeah just gotta keep going

And I gotta be strong
Just keep pushin on

cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep moving keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith

Monday, May 26, 2014

Where Have I Been

Where have I been? I have been asking myself that it has been sometime since I have posted, part of me has been wanting to post but then I let time slip by cause I felt I had nothing really to say or share. but today I find myself with time to catch up and so I decided to post. I did not leave the blogging world completely I kept peeking on to my cohorts blogs that inspire me.

It seems like I have been in a haze with medical issues all around my family between my better half and I needless to say I am tired of the medical drama everything is great with my better half he has mended well. me on the other hand I have been poked and prodded and they still can not really give me a diagnosis of what is going on.

seems my body does not want to absorb iron any more and so for almost a year I have been walking this earth with very bad anemia I did not even know that I was anemic. they tried the old iron pills, then shots and now I have been getting iron infusion treatments at the hospital every week I have 4 more treatments and we will hope my iron has improved ( the last check up I had 6 treatments of iron and my numbers only went up a point) if this treatment works and stays then I will be one of the people who will need this type of treatment every two years if it does not work then I will have to make the decision about getting a blood transfusion.

hopefully they will be able to tell me why my body does not want to absorb iron I mean there has to be a reason doesn't there. I am still doing research in the mean time I am exhausted some days with no energy and other days where I am ok. busy with school well at least summer break is upon me and busy with work.

I have always considered me a work in progress and I still do I enjoy learning and so now it's time to learn some fun things if anything whatever this is I am going through it has taught me that life is to short and anything can happen. I do not know what is going on inside my body but I am taking the steps to aid a wellness and health back into me. I am going to enjoy each and every day.

Saturday, September 28, 2013


" Enjoy the little things in life because one day you will look back and realize they were big things".

Tuesday, September 3, 2013


You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep re-reading the last one

Saturday, July 27, 2013


I have had the Taylor Swift song MEAN playing in my head all day today! This week has been a whirlwind
some good things are finally taking shape that have been long overdue and then some bad things kind of hit the fan so to speak.

A relative was arrested and was front page news and then on the local news as well and instead of just keeping this relative in prayer some family members took it upon themselves to post and place their own opinion on FB without considering how it may affect the immediate people involved. and putting it out there for other relatives who live out of the area to know.

It saddens my heart that a blood relative could take pleasure in hurting their own family member such drama lately that is what all face book seems to be is drama! some people thrive on the drama for the attention others are just plain mean!

Life is to short to be bitter and hell bent on hurting someone when they are down. whatever happens I have let it be known to this particular relative that we love and pray for them. my relative that is in this alleged trouble I do not judge and I pray that it will all be OK for their immediate family's sake by that I mean the daughters and the spouse. For that is the best we can do to give support.

As I mentioned earlier things that have been in chaos for quite sometime are finally taking shape and I hope that they continue to do so.

Praying daily that the Lord will guide those "mean" people and teach them tolerance, patience and love.